Do you even want her?

You make her feel less of her beauty that she is.
You make her feel replaceable.
You make her feel inadequate.
You make her feel less than she deserves.
You make her feel more like a keep.
After all the extra efforts she made to stay in your life, you don't value it.
You show her that she is not worthy.
You make her feel incomplete.
You make her feel lonely and when she starts loosing hope, You ask her if she wants to have you in your life or not.

DO YOU EVEN WANT HER?

She wants you. She always wanted you. No matter what it is you, It was you and trust me, It will be you.
Just you.
She would choose you among all.
You are not even close to her choice but still she choose you.
You are the happiness she seek.
You are the love she wants.
She could sacrifice everything for you.
She sacrificed her wishes, her dreams just for you.
And sadly,  You don't want her.

let go

I have unsurety every where

A slight happiness I cant relate

A little of yours could complete me

A little of mine could save me

I have a little time to stand and stare  

and what I will be doing is not fair

Forgive me as I go

also let me know

If you ever loved me true

why did you made me cry in and through

The deepness of my love has the thinnest of your pain

Emptiness

Standing in the crowd

standing all alone

Emptiness in dark

and life without spark

Guess you were right

with the choices you had

The love doesn't  rain 

and this gives me pain

The pains I felt

could give the smell

of my cologne love and sadness yell

HE

I was walking slow 

Then came a woe

The crown which I wore 

fell and broke

Trust was just a piece 

He was a cowardice

soon I realized

 soon I deprived

Love was all about the fate they said

And I stood and regret

Later i found love, a real love?

I lost my vision to see

senses to feel

I am tired of getting hurt

I cant take it anymore

He said he loves me and swore

and I bet on my life he dont

WORDS

 

 I have words unwritten

pain unexplained

the grief i have been through was insane

memories vanished

                   

happiness abandoned

and I was wide awake

no one knows what happened

 what I have been through

still they make judgments

my fairy tale remained imperfect

yet my eyes conceal the pain.